Getting stronger day after day . =)

2012-02-16T21:10:00.003+08:00

As we got older all our aspiration change .
when we were young we wanted
to be doctor,teacher, police etc ...
So what is my aspiration ? what i wanna be in the future ?

I have no ideal , no ideal what i wanna be . This question has being bothering me .
Till today i still have no answer to this question.

Recently MAYI lost in the N-zone.
Meaning we will not be training tgt anymore , but i would still have to go for training
because it's not the end yet !. Gonna get whatever belongs to us back .

But... Dad , he just told me to focus on my study not to play anymore .
He told me to focus on my study. I know he was worry about me, but now V.B has
already became part of my life . I cant give up, especially now at this time , I've
been training for 3 yr plus. I am really sorry DAD . I want to show how much
effort i had put in this 3 years and how good i am . I not going to be reserve
for my entire life in CCHY . I want to proved to others i am capable of doing it .

Yeah is my future , if i plan to go for top 10% i will have to give up V.B .
Now what its matter is for me to choose between study and V.B.
10 % meaning i might get a chance to go for Poly next yr , meaning whatever
i had been training this few yr became a waste. If i get to go O'level next yr
meaning i will join next yr N-Zone ,to complete what i had been always
working hard on this few years.

Apart from that A-maths has also became a headache to me . Drop ? or Not?
should ? or should not ?
I am puzzled ! =( seriously i miss those days in SPS . No worry at all , my goal was
simple back then , (just pass PSLE ) that all .
Now i feel like i had entered in to a new world , things around me changes .

I don't wanna regret the path i choose to take . I wanna be happy for what i choose
now , V.B has already became part of my life , I also wanna save my youth ,
i dun wanna waste it . So this is what LIFE is all about .
Sacrifices and decision is also part of your life .

2012-02-09T20:37:00.002+08:00

09/02/2012
Today will mark a very memorable day in life !

I cant believe it this is the outcome , no one have ever expected it .

the MA YI ! No matter what , we still a team .

What we gain is definitely more than what we lost .

The bonds ,friendship and the spirit between us is seriously priceless .

I LOVE you GUY !

A sportsman don't play tricks , onil those who doesn't know what is sportsman.

If eu wanna be cunning can , why not . Lets see how will eu guys be like in the future .

I am really proud of Ma Yi seriously ! From ones who does not know how to play

Volleyball at all till now , ones who know how to play . less than 3 years .

I guess this time round the luck is not really with us , with 8 our of 10

members in our team injured during crucial competition , we still can hang on

till now is already not bad le . The god really dun side us this time round ,

is our fate . NEXT YEAR ! bring it on ! we haven lost !

I am very sorry coach ! after all eu are the one who has face the disappointment .

How i hope this is a night mare ...

Flashing back made me feel more upset . Sorry to those who support us .

i guess i will really have to end here .

2011-12-18T21:24:00.002+08:00

TREAT EVERYDAY as
your LAST DAY
so cherish everyday and the
HAPPY moments eu SPEND with FAMILY & FRIEND.

keke . Finally i am posting again . =)))))))))

kay , first of all ..... humm i ... what should i say ?

I haven finish my HOLIDAY HW !! ohnoooo die ! >.- gonna finish it by next week !!!

Anyway , i... i am disappointed =( yeah . i am , is because of my _____ .

I dont know why it seems that she has lose trust in me . E one who i can always look for,has

lose trust in me .=( what i did wrong seriously ? Just because of my busy schedule??

Nvm is ok ... i accept it, it could really be my fault . I am just afraid i will really

burst one day . When eu has a balloon and is alr filled with air , if eu continue to

pump in more air it will still burst . BUT dont worry i am positive . =)

But i really want to tell eu that everyone has emotion and feeling to a limit .

Kays , i am not gonna elaborate any further .
i will post again when i free kay =)

2011-11-22T21:50:00.002+08:00

Again ... i hate this kind of feeling . =(

whenever training finish we will always give comment about today training.

but ... every time e comment EU gave me was ... i has been trying real hard to change.

i dunno what outsider think about my performance, but to me i would grade

myself 8/10 for this few training .

i hate it when people correct my mistake when i am in a happy mood .

i seriously hate it!!! the mistake i dun wan to hear but i have to accept it .

i was happy that i put in effort in today training , but ... when i was trying

to express my happiness can dun spoil my mood !!! >=(

haizzz ... is ok my fate , i will accept ur good will . I will change .

I will be stronger after this , i am serious i have learn to fall down and get back agn.

I will make it !!!!!

NATIONAL !

2011-10-24T18:55:00.002+08:00

Kittinat ! good bye and good lucky !

Dear kitty ,
I guess eu have already reach Thailand safely .
See lah all your fault yesterday make me, Joscelin and Wen ting CRY for eu.
malu ! at the airport .
any way eu must take care ! jia you ! for next yr .

3 years of friendship =) i will cherish it !

seriously thanks and goodbye !

=)

2011-10-16T09:40:00.002+08:00

Exam OVER!

Feeling : HAPPY ! no stress no burden . claps ! hahahaha

Siok ! after the last paper of 2011, i headed to Wenting house for

steam boat party and k-pop day ! haha 2 event at a go !

it's really cool ! that what i can say.=)

Result are out (some) . speechless ...

My parent was not happy or sad when i told them my result .

My mum even said huh! aiyo the so and so is better than me .?!

My Gawd ! heart broken good luck!

2009-11-11T14:33:00.002+08:00

MAYI JY ^^!

yesterday went to hou gang stadium cos mayi having competion

after that we went back sch do punishment which jl has given but

i onil did 30 sit up but we supposed to do 250 ___ dunno how spell

cos my leg injured cnt do but then i own jie ying 220 ___ when my leg recover

i will pay back.

mayi jy for tmr match kays =)

yst i saw jian rong eu knoe wat i did not saw him at first

until he hit the floor and called me

humm eu knoe wat i saw some of my pri sch fri

first i saw jian rong sec zhi yang

kays i gtg anyway MA YI all the best !

2009-11-08T20:23:00.002+08:00

halo pepo today went out with my mother to buy things for china trip

cos next week she will be very busy. wow eu knoe wat we used about 2h++

in fairprice OMG! keep telling my mother that i wanna go home

cos my leg cant ta han!

so went home then take my medicine then lalala now came here

to post as i'm kinda bored humm just heard a good news from

MA YI they won the match =) hahas Jia You ah MA YI !

sorry MA YI i will not be joining ur tmr as e doctor say that i neeh to rest

for about 1week so i'm sorry ok i shall end here

gonna take my medicine bye

2009-11-06T08:38:00.003+08:00

humm this pic seems to be blur neh mind there's another pic
this is better ok let me introduce to ur those two pic above are my

lovely MA YIs the day b4 yst we went to take our team bags

and we donated money b4 the person left we ask her to take a pic

for us . I'm so sorry MAYI that i wont be able to go there and cheer for ur

but still all the best and JIA YOU! i am seriously sorry bout it.

ok i think that all so ALL THE BEST and JIA YOU!

2009-11-04T09:39:00.002+08:00

yst went for training wow that cool first time training with no coach around

the whole day, cool rite no scolding but encouraging

eu knoe wat Mrs Goh helps to train us formation

wow! i love Mrs Goh she was so damn good she didn't really scold us but

encourage us ^^

i think fiona is abit siao yst luh so high and i think is the first time i saw her smile

while doing warm up, also she improve alot alot =)

after training went to eat then proceed to yan bin house eat curry chicken

which her grandma bought then went to play volley tio scolding from

kindergarden teacher and i think the teacher is far too much scold us once not

enough.aaahhhhgggrrr

then went eat ice-cream then go to play the wheel thing(merry go round)

all MA YI were there except Wen ting and Yan ning =(

but we still had fun through out hehe=)

ok later going out with MA YI agn to get our team bag so

that all bye~JY senior

2009-10-30T21:03:00.002+08:00

Class dismissed!!!
Good bye 1B

today is e last day of sch this year is time to let go and say good bye

and congrats to all pupils in 1B as all of us wad being promoted to

2B!

kays gonna tok bout class now. today last day of class was kinda boring luh

but still ok lah.

we went for a tok in LT then recesses then lalala then clean up the classroom

then went volley ball .

had match today but e blur sotong me for got to bring my shoes bag

forgot bring my keys , my hp . gggrrrr

then lalala and went home humm i'll elaborate more tmr was kinda

tired now so bye peeps

2009-10-28T12:39:00.002+08:00

hi pepo it has been a long time since i last post i'm sorry as

i am too busy too tired after volley,after sch

alth exam is over but i'm kinda tired out be cos of volley

seriously is very tiring this few day was not feeling good

damn tired

haiz it makes me very pek chei and i hate it =(

TIRED!!!!

next gonna tok about watever things which had happen this days

21/10
HAPPY Birthday to Wong Chong JUN

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26/10
HAPPY Birthday Kuah Wen Ting

27/10
morning went sch gave wen ting present

then went LT for SLC tok humm hoping that i could joined

then went recess then LT agn then went to history field trip then

humm was kinda boring and was kinda intresting

topic bout world war 2 and the story was intresting

^^next bussed home sleep for 1hour plus wake up then eat dinner

then lalala

28/10
Today early in the morning went sch for e-learning

i was really stupid and blur luh actually can do e-learning at home wan but

the blur me indecate wrongly i indecate sch so.... aaaggggrrrrr

now was damn board can nth else better to do boring !!!!

haiz ok i dun think i have anything better to elaborate on so bye

going to volley later tired ! >=(

2009-10-23T08:43:00.002+08:00

HoHoHo have not been posting this week

wanna knoe why cos of volley,volley,volley

i had volley everyday except mon,sat and sun

ggggrrrrr Wen ting Pei ru Pei Yi and me the four of us

was being cheated by JL he said if we wed go thur no nid go

but in the end he asked us *e four to go on thur also

so e four of us train on tue wed thur and fri which is today

but others train on tue thur and fri ahhhhhh unfair unfair unfair

and it was freaking tired dun feel like going sch for volley later but no choice uh

haizzz i wanna rest! yst was being scolded by JL do 50'hao peng you'

all vivian fault luh go snatch my phone then i wanna take back

then we like very "violence" so JL punish us

lol =) lesson learn dun take my phone away from me never!
dun be "violence"in front of JL

lets not take bout this this few days schooling was bad no is worst

Mr Cosgrove didn't collect the sketch from us e whole class

omg! we all lose mark be cos of him ahhhhh i gave him the sketch

he say no nid pass up and now i all most fall be cos tat >=(

and my result is bad! almost heart attack

Yesterday echo school pepo came our sch to perform

is music!saw mi lu bing de nick wow his voice rocks nice

kays i dun think i wanna elaborate on anymore later still got volley

must rest now k bye

2009-10-18T13:13:00.002+08:00

Yesterday got free yogurt form Fiona cos

天下没有免费的午餐

wanna knoe why read on

yesterday i was freaking board at home then wen ting called me

me many times go played volley but

i rejected cos my back and my leg pain but in e end

i went out and play cos i couldn't stand it any more *boring!*

so decided to went out to have some fun.

waited wen ting at sunplaza then she go buy her hair clip

then buy my ice-cream though i'm coughing but who cares rite

so i eat loh , today i was coughing like hell =(

after buying things went to my house down stair played volley

Fiona & Xin Ting came too

we had a great day be cos of Fiona. after we play accompany Fiona to

Fairprice to buy her chill sauce brushes for brushing e oil on the chicken

where she will be baking then home and walking home tat time

her bro called ask her to buy butter so me and Xin ting went

to fairprice agn luh but lucky we nvr go there to waste any thing at least

we both get something from Fiona and me and xin ing was laughing

like hell hahas i think Xin ting will be e nxt panda in china as she and fiona are

roommates haha in home wid my yogurt =)

tat all byes

2009-10-17T11:23:00.002+08:00

Yesterday mood was bad cos get back my result

and my result is totally cmi luh

science almost fail
maths haven reach my expectation
mt paper2 marks was freaking low
but overall pass mt still bad luh

went home tell my dad when i saw his facial expression

like really wanna chop me into pieces(exaggerating) lucky

i went to slept after i tell him if not i really will be chop to cook curry

lol=.=

oh ya volley team just got our tee =)

went training,before training my bag was light but after training

my bad was heavy like hell 5tee plus books plus shoes bag

tat was heavy !

btw we yts wore mizuno pants and mizuno socks and all of us

totally look like a nerd haha it was funny but after awhile we stop laughing

when coach saw us he also laugh but after awhile we stop laughing

and carry on wid our training after training home wid Wen ting

tat all bout yst

Today wake up while my ma is sleeping i go disturb her and said

MI! i got my result very bad marks eu knoe hoh i did very badly for science

then lalala told her every thing luh she was freaking angry wid me

but after tat i make her laugh ok liao haha =) clever eh ?

kays nt gonna elaborate anymore so byes !

2009-10-15T10:27:00.002+08:00

feel like posting now haha i hate Angela lim li yan (dun get e wrong ideal)

i think i'm crazy cos ...do i ?lol

she told me tat she wanna get a job!

during holi and i was hopping tat she could treat me if she gets

her pays haha i'm kinda... (bad) rite we had our conversation

yst it has been a long time since we last chat how nice of eu to chat wid me

I love eu ! =))))))

i'm crazy i dunno y maybe i too lonely at home now luh no sch

sian i wanna go sch ! i wan my result ! *but nt those result which really

give me heart attack

hahas lol kays gtg byes will post agn when free

2009-10-14T21:13:00.003+08:00

Today training was fun ! i love today training .

B4 training we went to northpoint to shop then went to dilifrance

for our lunch with MAYI.

training was kinda fun. today was raining heavily and

we r lucky cos we no nid run around the sch for 2 round or wat

we onil nid to run in e sport hall .yes!

after e rain has stop coach ask us to take the mop and wipe

e floor cos there too much water after raining

that was e best part i like most it was fun to me i dunno y

we took the mop and started to wipe while others went to take

pails and there was nthing to squeeze

the water out of e mop so we make use of our hands =)

Fiona started first and Pei ru then me the three of us volunteer to

to use our hand to squeeze e water out from e mop it was disgusting

our sch sport hall is damn clean e water also damn clean

after we clean we went to toilet to wash hand i found that there's no soap left

no choice luh use water wash hand

and lalala then went home wid Fiona .

that all byes !

2009-10-13T21:39:00.002+08:00

WOW! WOW! exam finish ! =.=

OMG my art sucks kays i think tat my art really cmi loh

i used fully 2h30min to do the art today while other people in our class

started to chit-chat after 1h+ of doing art. hummm...

i'm really sucks at art yst i done lots of sketches and finally found one

which doesnt need much time to draw de

yst history test was soso i dun have time to do and gave up one question

which is 7 marks OMG!!!!!!!! 7 marks fly away damn regret

cos i left only 1min to do and i have no choice but to turned back

to section A to complete e question which i've skipped

aaaahggggrrr i was so damn regret now hows ?

next today went for v.b training long time no training liao

now very bad at volley le. =( training was soso not that tuff

but i think i'm getting old cos now a day my back is getting very pain

i dunno why especially after volley it was pain like dunno wat loh

sian i hate it ! =(

humm i wanna say JY! to Vivien ,Vivien JY! ok forget bout today

and eu can do it JY!=)

kays i think i shall end here byes =)

MAYI ! JY also